UNDER CONSTRUCTION

Description

Hello! My online username is Angelz and I'm a computer science student and aspiring game developer + music producer. This is a website I made both to learn about web development and for fun! Seeing other unique neocities websites inspired me to make one that captured my own identity. I think the way the indie web gives users complete control over how their profile looks and operates is fascinating. Despite my beginner skills, I hope you can enjoy looking around!

About me

Games

Super Smash Bros (I main Ridley), Deltarune, Cyberpunk 2077, Ultrakill, Doki Doki Literature Club, Wuthering Waves, Pokemon Franchise, Sonic Franchise, Halo series

Anime/Manga

Evangelion, Chainsaw Man, Hunter X Hunter, Mob Psycho 100, Jujutsu Kaisen, Kaguya Sama: Love is War, FLCL

Artists

Tyler The Creator, JPEGMAFIA, Faye Webster, Frank Ocean, MF DOOM, Death Grips, Carseat Headrest, N.E.R.D, Clairo, Sade

Random Facts

  • In my second year of college
  • Hobbies: Working out, gaming, listening/producing music, programming, biking, basketball
  • I can play piano and the drums
  • I'm not very good at conversation (-_-) but I want to make more friends so feel free to reach out!
  • My personality type is INTP

Favorites

  • Movie: A Silent Voice
  • Fictional character: Reigen Arataka
  • Game: Smash Ultimate but not counting that it'd be Cyberpunk 2077
  • Pokemon: Mewtwo, darkarai, golisopod, celesteela, infernape
  • Foods: Naan with butter chicken, cheeseburgers, al pastor tacos, samosas, kimchi fried rice, boneless chicken wings

These are characters I love [^_^]

Moodboard

random images i like or relate to (-_-)

Blog

(9/26/25) Title: (LORE DUMP) College and Feeling Lost


(THIS IS BASICALLY A VENT POST SO YES I'LL BE COMPLAINING A LOT)
Okay so lore dump: my first year of college was probably the worst year of my life. I basically talked to nobody on a consistent basis, and I would spend most of my time just doing work, taking walks, or going to the gym. I felt like a compelte outcast because everyone around me seemed to have groups they hung out with. Everyone on my floor seemed super different than me, which didn't help with my already poor social skills. Around November I also got into a situationship with my ex, which helped ease the feeling of isolation, but that ended within the span of a month and they got over me a couple months after. After a while everything just felt like a chore because what's the point of achieving anything if I have no one in my life to even talk about it to. My grades slipped in the last quarter and I ended up needing to retake a class over the summer.
I can honestly totally understand if anyone thinks the experiences I described are non-issues because as I grow up I learn about all the horrific things people in other countries and even in my own go through, but it all doesn't change the fact that I felt like shit and there wasn't much I could do about it.
This may seem really petty (it is), but it hurt seeing how many friends my ex had during their first year of college, while I had nobody but them for the short time we talked. I'm not saying I'm not happy for them, because I absolutely am. I just mean I wish I could've had people to confide in. They also have a new boyfriend now, which like, is good for them too, I GUESS... I'm kind of getting off topic at this point wow.
Well that's all for now, I have a class in like 15 minutes. Hope whoever is reading this has a good day :)

(9/25/25) Title: Carseat Headrest and Nostalgia


car seat headrest songs hit so good in high school, and they still do now, but if i listen for too long the raw amount of emotion makes me feel like i'm going to explode. their songs used to help me cope with my depression; now they make me feel like i'm listening to music that a loved one who passed away years ago was a fan of. i start missing him, clawing at my brain for the memories i had of him. the feeling of grief makes it hard to listen to. i need to keep that version of myself buried. he doesn't exist anymore. (yes that was extremely corny IDC THIS IS ==>MY<== BLOG [^_^] ).

(9/25/25) Title: First post!


hello! this is my first blog post! i plan on treating this as a sort of digital diary where i ramble about random thoughts or vent about whatever i want. i don't know if anyone will end up actually reading these but i thought if i'm learning to make a website i might as well try making a blog.